EUNICE WILLIAMS
Pamela Cranston
Kahnawake, Quebec, May 1713
I was a child, a green plum, plucked
from my house and carried
on the broad shoulders of Hatironta
through ice storms, drifts, and snow’s burning glare
to the place of rapids. I clung to him
like a possum hugging its mother.
His snowshoes skimmed deep drifts,
leaving fish tracks in the snow.
He treated me tenderly, not like Father,
whip-stern, who preached God’s wrath
lest our souls twist like spindled yarn in Satan’s fire.
Today, my husband comes with me
to the priest’s house to meet
the white men sent by my father.
Francois, who played his flute for me
at strawberry time, comes to protect me,
to keep them from stealing me back.
I sit straight as a pole.
I have come, I will listen,
but I will not bend. They beg me
to come home. My face is set.
My heart is a whetstone. Knife-sharp,
my tongue finds speech:
I would go if Father had not remarried.
I belong to the flint tribe now,
keepers of the Eastern door,
people of the wide trail. Surely
my braids slick with bear grease,
my skirt and buckskins stitched
with quills tell them Eunice Williams
is ash in the wind, a ghost,
my English tongue dead as a stick.
I am A’ongote—“She Has Been Planted,”
reborn by swift water.
I am a blossoming plum tree. Here,
grandmothers rule the long house,
cornfields and clan. Here,
priests worship a great Mother.
Will I go home?
No. I will not go back.
You cannot transplant a tree twice.
—
* Eunice Williams, daughter of Puritan minister John Williams, was only six when she and her family were captured during the Deerfield Raid of 1704. French and Mohawk warriors marched them to Kahnawake, Canada where she became a Mohawk. She adamantly refused to return to Massachusetts until after her father died.
PAMELA CRANSTON is the author of four books: The Madonna Murders (2003), Coming To Treeline: Adirondack Poems (2005), Searching for Nova Albion: Pomes (2019), and The House of Metaphor: Poems (2023). Many of her poems, essays and reviews have been published in journals such as: the Adirondack Review, the Anglican Theological Review, Blueline, Crosswinds Poetry Journal, The Naugatuck Review, and Windhover, plus many others. Pamela was raised in Deerfield, Massachusetts and is a retired Episcopal priest living in the San Francisco Bay Area.